i've had a newgrounds account for as long as i've been taking drawing seriously, but never really used this platform. i don't know why. maybe i subconsciously thought that i wouldn't get any notoriety, which would suck a little bit. or maybe my perfectionism held me back. "that's never gonna be good enough so why try?" type beat.

i suppose after a decade of trying and failing (a lot), i've finally decided to just do what i want. no pressure, just fun. and drawing and posting my art was always fun for me, first. so that's what i'm gonna do.

there's still a lot i don't know, but i guess we can figure it out when we get there. no more holding myself back.

being vulnerable and genuine on the internet again is scarier now than it was before, but who cares.